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| This is me... My life...and the people in it that make me happy and also the one's who piss me off!!! This is my Live Journal and to that LJ stalker.... please stop copy and pasting things into your journal!! My life is not that interesting. Yea... I have friends that I don't make up. Maybe if you were true with yourself, you would have friends and a boyfriend that would be true to you. He did it all for the nookie C'mon The nookie C'mon So you can take that cookie And stick it up your, yeah!! Stick it up your, yeah!! Stick it up your, yeah!! Why did it take so long? Why did I wait so long, huh To figure it out? but I did it And I'm the only one underneath the sun who didn't get it I cant believe that I can be deceived By my so called girl, but in reality Had hidden agenda She put my tender heart in a blender And still I surrendered Hey, like a chump....(Nookie - Limp Bizkit) ha ha...... I LOVE YOU BABE!!! Get your own stuff!!! |
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| Mar. 18th, 2005 @ 07:08 am (no subject) | |||
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Current Mood Swing:
the intern that told us about my mom was wrong... her fallopian tubes contained fluid inside that made them swell and attach to her ovaries, stomach, intstine and bladder. They removed the ovaries and fallopian tubes... She's coming home saturday morning and she was walkin around today....im going back up there later...I got to go to school today. I have a field trip:) We are going to the Macomb County Jail and Courthouse:) Then we are going to go to some famous buffalo wing place in downtown mt. clemons.... gotta go, shower:)The Music in mah head!!!: some cut - trillville |
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| Mar. 16th, 2005 @ 03:31 pm (no subject) | |||
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Current Mood Swing:
It ended up that my ma didn't have a cyst on her ovary. Her fallopian tubes were swollen really bad so they had to untie them and retie them. She did have her ovaries removed and she's gonna be at the hospital until friday night or saturday morning.... her surgery took 3 hours and it took about 1 1/2 hours to wake back up... that's all i know for now... im going back up there later...The Music in mah head!!!: no music is in mah head right now:) |
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| Mar. 16th, 2005 @ 03:29 pm (no subject) | |||
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Current Mood Swing:
You held my hand and walked me home I knowThe Music in mah head!!!: shut up - simple plan While you gave me that kiss it was something like this it made me go ooh ohh You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go? Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love Guys are so hard to trust Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl? The one who gives it all away Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time? Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry? Don't try to tell me what to do, Dont try to tell me what to say, Your better off that way Don't think that your charm and the fact that your arm is now around my neck Will get you in my pants I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget I'm gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset Get out of my head get off of my bed yeah thats what I said Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl, the one who, throws it all away You Made Me Do This.... Y |
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| Mar. 16th, 2005 @ 03:17 pm Hey Boys!!! | |||
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Current Mood Swing:
Kim, I thought of you, me and kel on this one:)The Music in mah head!!!: girls lie too - terri clark Girls lie, too We don't care how much money you make What you drive or what you weigh Size don't matter anyway Girls lie, too Don't think you're the only ones Who bend it, break it, stretch it some We learn from you Girls lie, too -terri clark ****And we like Hooter's for their hotwings too!!!! |
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| Mar. 16th, 2005 @ 05:54 am (no subject) | |||
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Current Mood Swing:
im not going to be around too much today...im gonna be at mt. clemons general hospital because my mom is having her surgery at 9:30am. We have to be there by 8:15am so we're leaving in a little bit. I'll be home around 2 probably... I gotta be here for my little brothers and make them dinner and them ready for school. Leave me some love or call the cell, it'll be on 933-3244.The Music in mah head!!!: i cant sleep - clay walker |
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| Mar. 15th, 2005 @ 10:37 pm today... | |||
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Current Mood Swing:
Today is Joel's 4th Birthday!!! He's getting so big!!!The Music in mah head!!!: Wait - Ying Yang Twins I got up two times with Andrew last night. He's adorable! We woke up this morning at about 10:30am. I gave him a bath, got him dressed, and fed. Janet picked him up around noon. I went over Kim's house for a lil while to do some stuff, haha. babewatch!!!haha... well, sammie was over there and she decided that she was gonna like me today:) So, i played with her for a lil while. I picked up josh, derek adkins and derek williams from school and took derek a. and josh home. I had to go grocery shopping because my ma has her surgery tomorrow and we have no food!! Well I didn't wanna go by myself and josh wouldn't come so derek offered to go. After grocery shopping, I hung around with kim for a little while... We went up to taco bell for her family and then I went home and cooked dinner. I made perogies with sausage and potatos. it was yummy... Then, Kim and I went up to GFS. I filled out a job application and kim bought some stuff... We also went to Jo-Ann's to buy some stuff for the games at Kara's baby shower:) Then, we went to Meijers to buy a life..hehe and to Bob Evans to drop off my doc's note. That was pretty much my day.... I hate missing school... so far i have missed a quiz and a test in my business law class and i only missed two days so far!!! Leave me some love if ya wanna... |
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| Mar. 15th, 2005 @ 10:14 pm How did I get so damn lucky??? | |||
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http://www.mailorderhusbands.net/soulmaThe Music in mah head!!!: I GOT FRIENDS IN LOW PLACES - garth brooks?? you all should be jealous of me if i marry this man:) |
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| Mar. 15th, 2005 @ 10:09 pm (no subject) | |||
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"Everybody stands in front of the mirror and wishes they were different."The Music in mah head!!!: obsession - frankie j I stole this from Sandy... Are ya happy now? I credited you for it..hehe :) |
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| Mar. 14th, 2005 @ 10:29 pm if u care... | |||
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Current Mood Swing:
I went to school today and had to leave at 8:30am. I woke up with a bad sore throat and my migranes are still here. I've had them for the past 6 days. I ended up going to the doc today and it turns out i have a sinus infection... She said im not contagious but i cant go to school or work until friday because i need my rest... What the hell is that?!?! I really need to work. I can't afford not to! When i went to the doctor's the first time today, my mom told my dad that she wanted a divorce. The doctor told me that if i am not better by thursday, then she wants me to have a stress test done. GREAT!!!The Music in mah head!!!: bring em out - T.I. Andrew is staying the night tonight because Alex, poor kid, is getting tubes put in his ears tomorrow morning at 7:30....I want a baby:) |
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| Mar. 13th, 2005 @ 08:36 pm (no subject) | |||
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| 1. What kind of first impression do you think people have when they first see you? sweet and innocent 2. What is one thing you like to do alone? read. 3. What is your favorite line to say when bored? ummm. im bored....duh 4. What movies have made you cry? A Walk to Remember 5. How many drinks before you are tipsy? i dont know 6. Do you ever have to beg? depends on for what:) 7. What kind of books do you like to read? romance 8. Do you think you are cute? oh..oh...dead sexy!!! 9. Do you have a problem changing clothes in front of your friends? not really 10. Favorite communication method? face to face 11. Do you care? about what?? 12. What do you eat when you raid the fridge at night? i hardly ever eat at night. too busy 13. If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done? breast reduction... my boobs are way to big!! 15. Describe your bed? single bed... comfy and sqweeky 16. Spontaneous or planned? spontaneous 17. Do you know how to play poker? not really. 18. What do you carry with you at all times? keys, wallet, cell. 19. What do you miss most about being little? playing outside until dinner, then running back out the minute you were done. 20. Are you happy with your given name? pretty much... id rather have a name like MANGO though...haha 21. How much would it take to give up the internet for 1 year? a cellphone some one else paid for to talk to my friends all over. 22. What color is your bedroom? white 23. Have you ever been in a play? yup 24. Do you like yourself and believe in yourself? yes i do. i always have. 25. Do homeless or starving people sometimes annoy you? never. people who hate on them annoy me. 26. Do you consider yourself to be a nice person? yes 27. Do you spend more time with your girlfriend/boyfriend or your friends? its hard to say 28. What is one thing you wish you could do but can't? i want a baby now. 29. What is your ideal marriage location? as long as its the man i love now... i could careless 30. What is one instrument you wish you could play? guitar 31. Something you like and hate? paul 32. What is one language you want to learn? french 33. What do you order at a bar? sex on a beach...jk i cant get in bars...only 18 34. Have you ever pierced your body parts? yep 35. Do you have any tattoos? nope 36. Would you admit to getting plastic surgery if confronted? yea..why not 37. What is one trait you hate in a person? self-centered 24/7 38. Do you consider yourself materialistic? nope. 39. What do you cook best? everything 40. Do you cry in front of your friends? yea THREE NAMES YOU GO BY: 1. Tiffany 2. Tiff-Tiff 3. Babe THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. everything. 2. everything 3. everything THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU: 1. losing my love 2. losing my friends 3. losing my family THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: 1. my friends 2. food 3. mt dew THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW: 1. bra, panties and socks THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists(at the moment)): 1.rascall flatts 2.jojo 3. nelly THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT: 1. grind on me -pretty ricky 2. okay - nivea 3. rich girl - gwen stefani THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS too much to list THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given): 1. trust, support, equality THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW: 1. be with paul, talk with paul, ____ with paul... you can fill in the blanks THREE CAREERS YOU ARE CONSIDERING: 1.cook, entreupenuership, business administrator THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION: 1. mexico 2. florida 3. anywhere but here THREE KID'S NAMES: 1. madison 2. peyton 3. paul TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE: i love paul, im pregnant, and im a virgin THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU: 1. eyes 2. body 3. shoe THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: 1. music, reading, aim THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: 1. sky diving, rocky mountain climbing, 2.6 on a bull named flumansho --UNIQUE-- 1. Nervous Habits: biting my nails 2. Are you double jointed: no 3. Can you roll your tongue: yes 4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time: no 5. Can you blow spit bubbles: sometimes 6. Can you cross your eyes: yes 7. Tattoos: nope 8. Piercing: yep 9. Do you make your bed daily: i try to -- CLOTHES -- 10. Which shoe goes on first: whichever 11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone: yes 12. On the average, how much money do you carry: im always broke but if i have money like $50 13. What jewelry do you wear 24/7: ring and watch. 14. Favorite piece of clothing: jeans -- FOOD -- 15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: scarf it down 16. Have you ever eaten Spam: no 18. How many cereals in your cabinet: 6 19. What's your favorite beverage: ice tea 20. What's your favorite fast food restaurant: wendys 21. Do you cook: all the time -- GROOMING -- 22. How often do you brush your teeth: twice a day 23. Hair drying method: uhh with a blow dryer 24. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair: yep -- MANNERS -- 25. Do you swear: sometimes 26. Do you ever spit: not relaly no -- FAVORITE -- 27. Animal: all of them 28. Food: all 29. Month: summer 30. Day: friday/saturday morning 31. Cartoon: simpsons 32. Shoe Brand: what ever is on my feet 33. Subject in school: dunno ask me later 34. Color: pink 35. Sport: eh 36. TV show: one tree hill 37. Thing to do in the spring: play outside 38. Thing to do in the summer: road trip 39. Thing to do in the fall: get ready for my brithday 40. Thing to do in the winter: bitch -- IN AND AROUND -- 41. In the CD player: my mixes 42. Person you talk most on the phone with: kim & ashley 44. Do you regularly check yourself out in store window mirrors:yep 45. What color is your bedroom: white 46. Do you use an alarm clock: cd alarm clock deal 47. Window seat or aisle: window -- dumb -- 48. What's your sleeping position: wahtever 49. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket: yes 50. Do you snore: nope 51. Do you sleepwalk: never 52. Do you talk in your sleep: nope 53. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: they are around 54. How about with the light on: i cant stand it being light when i sleep. from anywhere 55. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on: radio 56. Last interesting person you met: i met rachel the other night for the first time. |
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| Mar. 13th, 2005 @ 07:53 pm Getting my eat on.... | |||
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Current Mood Swing:
I ended up going to Paul and Linda's house and they had us stay for dinner. It was so nice. It was me, chris, ted, mary, josh, andrew, alex, janet, paul and linda. Mary, Janet, and alex all went to get propane for the grill and i watched andrew while josh, chris and ted played Grand Theft Auto. It was really fun... then josh decides to teach the boys a little sex - ed...haha.... They were in Ted's room and ted has hilary duff and jojo posters everywhere!!!! Well anyways... Josh goes to ted and chris... Hey, if hilary duff and jojo were to come in your room, would you do em? Ted was like no... id wait!! Chris says of course i would... what a horn ball!!! Then josh explains what an erection is... its when it looks like you broke "it" because it starts leaking!!! haha... oh and a little bit of street slang from josh... what does TF mean??? Titty F*** or in my case Tiffany F***!!! I was like "JOSH!!!!" oh and what does FWB mean?? Friends with benefits... so ted asks what kind of benefits.... and you can only imagine where that conversation went. I swear i was lmao!!!! Mary made steaks on the grill with green beans, corn, au gratin potatoes, caramel brownies.... It was like one big family dinner. Teddy wanted to make us appetizers... so he made homemade quesadillas... omg they were sooooo good!!! I swear I feel so fat right now:)The Music in mah head!!!: feels like today - rascal flatts |
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| Mar. 13th, 2005 @ 10:17 am Hoe's Down | |||
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Current Mood Swing:
I just found out that the downtown hoedown is may 13, 14 and 15!!! I hope Kenny Chesney is there!!! His tractor isn't the only thing that's sexy...hahaTwo months from today... Im gonna be getting my dance on... uh-oh |
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| Mar. 13th, 2005 @ 09:51 am Today... | |||
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Current Mood Swing:
My Plans for today include:The Music in mah head!!!: sign - justin timberlake and snoop *shower *go to linda & paul's house *paul gonna fix my car *come home *eat *homework *sleep Them plans are probably gonna change though. im definitely going to linda and pauls house because paul's gonna fix my car:) Then from there my plans will probably change:) |
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| Mar. 13th, 2005 @ 03:48 am Last Night | |||
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Current Mood Swing:
Okay… so last night I spent almost all day with Ashley. We had so much fun!! I took a shower and then we went to meijer and to get her nails done. We called up to chesterfield to see if chris (our old manager) was working. He was so we decided to go see him. We drove out there and talked for I think like two hours:)The Music in mah head!!!: rich girl - gwen stefani It was loads of fun. We were getting ready to leave and then my ma 2wayed me. Paul was in the emergency room for food poisoning So I asked her if she knew what hospital… she didn’t know, she was waiting for linda to find out. Well, I got home and she still didn’t know so 2wayed linda. (linda is paul’s ma) She hadn’t heard from him, so I called st. john oakland hospital. I figured it’s the closest hospital so he’d probably go there in an emergency. I called the hospital and that’s where he was. so I hopped in my hunk of junk that some people call a car, and drove up to the hospital. If you don’t know me that well… ill let you know that I am scared to death of hospitals. Especially st. john oakland because that is where Gramps died….*tear…tear.* Paul also hates hospitals just as much as I do, if not more. I decided that I would go though. id be the bigger person. so I went. I get there and pretend to be his cousin so I can go back and his friend Ricky was there with him. Ricky was complaining the whole time. He kept saying how long they’d been sitting there every five minutes. Paul was like Ricky why don’t you go find my doctor or something. So Ricky gets up and sighs and goes to find the doc. Paul had a cat scan done, along with a million shots and they wanted to do a spinal tap but he said no. The nurse came and gave him like 10 more shots before he could leave and it seems like he got his sense of humor back. He was hitting on the nurse who was probably close to 50…haha… she asked him what he did for a living and he told her that he is a rapper and that he raps with Eminem… oh… and he’s a millionaire. I was so happy to see that he found some of his sense of humor. it seemed like he left that in florida when he came back. Well, I waited with him about an hour and a half at the hospital and than he was discharged. He had to take Ricky to Grinderz and then he was gonna go and lay down. I went home to get my ma’s credit card to go get gas and before I left I went down to make sure he didn’t need anything but he was already sleeping. So my question for him is what do u want from me? i dont know what else i could possibly do...i stood by u in the hospital that i hate today because i know how much u hate hospitals, and i didn't want u to be alone.. i would think it would of meant that i loved u but do u even care? He will probably never see this, but seriously… what more could you want from me??? So, I went to go get gas… I stop at the stop sign at the end of the street and there’s three drunk kids at the corner about 16-18yrs old. The oldest one decided he was gonna stand in the middle of the street and not let me through. I honked my horn and he told me to f*** off and that this was his corner. I was like, wow…. he wouldn’t move so I grabbed my cell and was getting ready to call the cops and he finally moved, but screamed at me while I drove by. I called and told the non-emergency cops what happened and they already had three complaints about the same kids so they went out for them. Then I went to kelly’s house. It was me, Kelly, kim and nick…oh and erik was there…haha. it was great. We went in the basement and were watching Napoleon Dynamite….Some say love, it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed. Some say love, it is a hunger, an endless aching need. haha… Well, we went up to CVS… I was so thirsty:) I was in dyer need of a mt.dew:) Then we went to Universal Lanes to see Ashley. Mr. Dee was up there. haha!!! so was chad. I went to say hi and he gave me this huge hug and he said he was so glad I came. while I was there he got 5 strikes:) then I told him goodbye and got another huge hug and he got a spare. he told me I ruined his perfect game because I was leaving…how cute is that? Talena was up there with eddie. I cant believe she is 5 months along!!! You can just barely tell she’s pregers!!! She said she hasn’t been to the doctors yet so she might not even be that far along. Well, we left and were going to go to Hazel Park Bowl but my ma needed help watching alex and andrew so I went home to help. Kim called me once they got to hazel park bowl and tells me that jeff chamberlain is on the lane right next to them!!! haha… how great is that!!! Well…. Im closing out now… That was pretty much yesterday!!!! |
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| Mar. 12th, 2005 @ 06:38 pm All you need is a deck of cards... | |||
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| A Woman once said that a Man is like a deck of playing cards... You need: A heart to love him... A diamond to marry him... A club to smash his fucking head in... and... A spade to bury the bastard!!! |
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| Mar. 12th, 2005 @ 12:40 pm heart to heart | |||
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Current Mood Swing:
last night, josh gave me and my mom a ride to bowling cuz my car is ghetto. well my ma wanted to stay later so she got a ride home with steve and i went home with josh. on the way we had a little heart to heart. We talked about how he doesn't like doug hitting on mary and he was like nevermind....i dont wanna talk about it. so we were talking about how much it is going to suck that mary's moving. im never gonna see her:( well, josh was saying that mary living so far away is going to be the true test of thier relationship and he was like it is going to be hard not seeing her everyday. I was like I know how that feels. And he was like, you really like paul don't you? I nodded my head, but i told him i didn't want to talk about it. Just talking about him gets me depressed. We sat in silence for like a minute and josh was like soooo...... and i was like oh.. how's the weather? haha... then we talked about work and he might get me a job up at his work. he works at a lawfirm and they are in charge of forclosing on houses. he said that with my knowledge of computers i should get a job there easily:) but i can't work there until im done at bob evans. then we were home. |
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| Mar. 11th, 2005 @ 06:29 pm Today.... | |||
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| Here's my day, if you care... *wake up *school *home *go to AAA w/kim *pick up kelly belly bean w/kim *go to green lantern *go to kelly's house *run to the party store by kelly's house *go to target in auburn hills *shake my butt out the car window on 75 at some guys *go to kara's house *get back on 75 *shake my butt out the window a lil more *go to sally's beauty supply *take kelly home *kim took me home *changed clothes *bowling |
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| Mar. 11th, 2005 @ 12:49 pm (no subject) | |||
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| Life`z nOt abOut keeping scOre. It`z nOt abOut hOw many peOple have called yOu, and it`z not abOut hOw many peOple yOu`ve dated. It isn`t abOut what spOrts you`ve played Or whO`z had a crush on you. It`z nOt abOut yOur hair cOlOr, skin cOlOr, shOes, clOthes, Or where yOu gO to schOol. It`z nOt abOut grades, mOney, Or the cOlleges that accept yOu. Life isn`t abOut hOw many friends yOu have Or if yOu`re accepted intO a grOup. Life`z abOut whO yOu lOve and whO yOu hurt. It`z abOut hOw yOu feel abOut yOurself. It`z abOut standing up for your friends and replacing inner hate with lOve. Life`z avOiding jealOusy, Overcoming ignOrance, and building self confidence. It`z abOut what yOu say, versus what yOu mean. It`z abOut seeing peOple fOr whO they are rather than their Outward appearance, but mOst of all it`z abOut tOuching sOmeOne`z life in a way that cOuld nOt have been achieved Otherwize. The chOices and cOnsequences yOu make are what makes up life`z meaning... and if mOre peOple knew this, the better Off we would be... |
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| Mar. 11th, 2005 @ 12:47 pm (no subject) | |||
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| --Do you ever just wish you could hear the sirens of the ambulance--Wake up in the emergency room and hear the doctors say "She isn't going to make it"--Just so you could find out who REALLY cares about you?!-- |
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| Mar. 11th, 2005 @ 12:45 pm What a Best Friend Means to Me... | |||
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| A Best Friend is someone that is like a sibling. Someone who you can turn to when you need help or a shoulder to cry on. You will always remember the funniest, craziest, funest memories. You will remember both good and bad. The memories will never go away. You just get more and more every day. You can always look up to your Best Friend for advice and they will always be honest even if they know that it is something that you don’t want to hear. But they tell you anyway. A Best Friend is someone that you want to spend every chance that you have with. A Best Friend is someone who you go to the mall and check out all the guys, have sleepovers and got to parties and dances and have the best time ever. You both like the same guy. But fuck it that does not matter you both can have him. A Best Friend is someone who you can tell anything to and you know that they will not tell anyone. You can tell them all your secrets, fear and share your dreams. Best Friends friendship will last forever. No one can brake you two up and you can not stand being mad at each other for more than 3 minutes. A Best Friend always tells you that you can do it and they never stop believing in you even if you say that you cant do it ova and ova again. They still sit there and tell you that you can do it. A Best Friend you can say I love you too! A friend will help you up when you fall but your Best Friend will be sitting there laughing there ass of because they are the one who tripped you. Then you will stand up and start laughing your ass off too. A Best Friend is someone who you always get in trouble with and it does not matter how much trouble you guys got in you will always say that it was the best time and that you will never forget it. You will be sitting there laughing you asses off well your parents are yelling at you for what you did. Who knows you might even say that you guys should do it again. That is what friendship is to me! |
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